“What are your strong points? The good points that are inside you?”
Her accented tasks motivate in a strange way. This women believes me. This women thinks I am a kind and strong person. My boyfriend thinks I’m brave and funny.
Who do I think, I am?
-I love and care deeply.
-I’m trusting, and follow my heart despite the consequences.
-I will give people second chances, even when it’s ill advised.
-I’m empathetic, so I always try to relate, it often makes things worse.
-I like to please others, fear of being hated. I want to make people happy.
-I love my friends, and will always help them no payback needed and no judgment; but I often wonder if the feeling is mutual?
-I’m stubborn. I’m outspoken (both gets me in trouble).
-I used to be independent.
-I’ve completely self-taught myself a second language.
-I am creative.
-I am passionate.
-I am affectionate
I need help finding the missing pieces me again. I can’t even articulate, it’s just stuck.
Somethings on that list are good, right? But I have many fears attached to these strengths. Usually backfiring against me, thus my heavy skepticism. It’s hard to find a true strength I can believe in again. I don’t even know where to go from here….
Who am I?
How am I good?
This list feels ironic.